Life is unpredictable. One minute you're buying fabric from a Japanese website, the next, lives are lost, towns are swept away. Were you affected by the disaster? Watching the disaster on TV can make it seem unreal. But this time I felt the fear, the uncertainty. I knew people who were in Japan when it happened. Yes, they are safe. Those moments of not knowing - it's nothing compared to the ones in Japan who are searching and grieving for their lost ones. I cannot imagine.
This week, my extended family lost a member who met with a tragic end. This is my first death experienced as an adult. It felt unreal, almost dream-like. Am I still in shock? I tried to remember my last contact with the person during Chinese New Year but it was very brief. I remembered he chatted with me on facebook last year. He wanted to tell me how he felt as a new father. Life is unpredictable.
It is the living who is most affected by the passing of a loved one. They are the ones who have to make sense of the death and keep going.
I believe in the tenacity of the human spirit. Japan - the Land Of Handmade will rise again. In time, my family will heal.
Meanwhile, life must go on.
Rest in peace, W.
Fear of light coloured fabric - drawstring pouch
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